Try writing a note with all the things you wish for. Ignore the Law of Attraction and include words of negation. The Angels, Gods and Godesses, Spirits too, understand what you’re trying to say.
You do not need to constrict your feelings, let them flow. They are the helpers of this Universe, so how can they not understand negative or sadness? Don’t bottle anything in, even if you feel your wish too grand. Speak from the soul and just write. I like designing my notes and allowing good vibrations to flow through me.
After you’re done, fold it and find a place outside to bury it. Don’t look back and don’t check on it ever again. See what happens.